Life can be beautiful even when it's not perfect...

My friend, WB recently meet up and tell me that he seem to be trying very hard to please his boyfriend and not becoming who he really are and that triggers me that I’ve always been struggling with a few major issues in my life, when I was 13, I’m a repulsive eater. I eat so much that my greatest achievement is carrying over 110kg of fats in my 43 inches school pant. Not to mention, of course the school pant have to be especially tailor made according to my "size". Then come my extraordinary unique Mariah-inspired voice, well, I'm a boy so when my voice sounds squeaky, it certainly makes a few impression and giggles among the girls, thinking why hasn't the voice breaks during the puberty, If it's not bad enough, I've a mole on my chin that you either recall it as Cindy Crawford or sadly to say the later Phua Chu Kang. After revealing all my flaws, which I am not ashamed of it. To this day, occasionally, there are times, people try to imitate the way I talk, commenting that I'm still fat even though I've lost 37kg, or asking me when I'm going to have a mole removal surgery following Enrique's footsteps. Let me tell you this:

Life can be beautiful even when it's not perfect...
Life is beautiful even when I'm not perfect...

If I had one chance to live my life again
I wouldn't make any changes
And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes...

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see is what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm a real person
I know exactly where I stand

Being someone is hard,
Being yourself is harder

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm a real person
I know exactly who I am

And nothing is ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It wouldn't put my mind at ease
So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Trying to catch a falling star

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm a real person
I know exactly where I stand

Being someone is hard,
Being yourself is harder

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm a real person
I know exactly who I am

Well, this is who I am
Don't need you to understand
Cause I don't give a ****
Even when I'm not in love
Everything is just how it should be...