Habit

I changed my mind today and decided that I'm nothing like I was yesterday...so I'm thinking about it. Here are some clues: I laugh out loudly - but actually I'm always fighting a wee shyness. I'm a free spirit with a knack for dancing, designing, goofing off and imaging as someone I'm not. I don’t want to be loved because I know I need love. I’m afraid to love because I know I might enjoy being hurt. I know I’ll enjoy being hurt because I covet for something that’s not mine or else why yearn for. I like freedom but don't want too much or else there could be hell to pay cause even in my irregular schedule and fiery idea. I'm really just a gentle creature of my ever changing habit...